Hey everyone, long time no see! I haven’t posted in a really long time, mostly due to laziness and boredom. I hate it a lot, but basically ever since I was a kid I was unable to stay interested in one thing for a long time. Toys, games, people, you name it. That would probably be the thing I would want to change the most. Basically I got bored of tumblr, bu hopefully I will start up again.

I can’t fucking wait to get out of this city. I got accepted into a school that justifies living away from home. Thank you very much. If I wasn’t able to live on my own before finishing school, then I feel like the frustration would just destroy me and eat me inside out. I feel bad for leaving my parents because they will be lonely but sometimes when I talk to them, it makes me want to strangle a poor animal. So to prevent myself from getting arrested, I think I should just leave for a bit. I’m so happy I got accepted. I was worried that I was to fucking stupid to get into a school. Even though I got into an alternate program due to shitty marks and will ultimately waste a year of time and tuition, at least I have somewhere to go. Don’t mean to be so depressing in my first post in such a long time, but it couldn’t be helped. Good night all!

P.S. If there are any typos or missing letters, it’s because I have yet to master the art of typing on a laptop whil lying on my stomach. So far it’s not fun and actually pissing me off plus my arm is cramping

I just got my laptop! I’m so happy. It’s surprisingly light, and it’s a pretty decent size. Now there won’t be any complaints about my brother’s piece of shit computer freezing all the goddamned time causing me to curl my fingers in frustration. It’s my baby. I should decorate it and make it my own.

Yesterday at around lunchtime, I came down with something really bad. I believe I have the flu. I was getting chills and felt dizzy for the entire day. That’s especially not a good thing if you’re doing dental procedures inside people’s mouths like I was. due to my terrible posture and overall bad ergonomics, I also suffered pretty bad back pain. When I got home I lay down and pretty much died. I bundled up in my man sweater and put a heat pack on my back. Then I went to bed. The only good thing out of this whole situation is that I didn’t have to work, and was here to set up my baby. :)

Today was a day that started off great and just started going downhill after 3:30. I was even thinking to myself how suspiciously good my days have been. Today is Wednesday, and on Wednesdays I go for math tutoring at a place that is pretty far from my area. Normally I go to my cousin’s house, and we get a lift to the school. I sent my cousin a text message at lunchtime asking if he was going today. He never checks his goddamned phone so I didn’t get a response. After school I bussed all the way to his house. After knocking on the door for 10 minutes with no response, I called the house. Then I called his phone. WHERE THE FUCK WAS EVERYBODY. At that point I was just too cheesed and I took the bus home. The subway was delayed for half an hour, and it was really cold. All this time, I was texting my sister and bitching to her about what was going on. On the bus ride home from the subway station, I get a text message from my sister saying, “Our mom says for you bus there”. What. The. FUUUUUCK???? Why the hell would you tell her that? Do I notify her every day my sister skips school? No. I thought we had a mutual respect of each other and kept the little secrets. Respect out the goddamned window. Not that I had much respect for her anyways, she’s a freaking moron. But lately I thought we were okay. She claimed that she was speaking to my mother on autopilot and it just slipped out. How about you think about the words that are coming out of your mouth? That’s what a decent human being does. When I saw her she apologized profusely but I ignored her and immediately went on my computer. Maybe I’m being a bitch. But you don’t piss off a girl who’s in a terrible mood and at any moment ready to snap and murder someone! Common sense man, geez. The thing that sucks even more is that I was actually excited to come home because lately me and my sister have been marathon watching a show together and right now I don’t want to talk to her. >_>

I actually haven’t ranted like that in a long time. I actually used to have an entire notebook filled with rants like these. So in fact it’s quite normal. I feel better already, considering 10 minutes ago I could feel tears of rage forming.

I have this super comfy man sweater that I’m in love with. Someone left it at my house for like a year and no one claimed it so…mine now! It’s so warm and woolly and green. It saved my life a little while ago when I had a really bad cold! When I zip it up all the way, it covers my chin. If it wasn’t so unattractive, I would wear it outside. Then I wouldn’t have to wear a scarf! My house is always sub-arctic cold so it’s awfully helpful.

There are songs that just make you want to cry.

“Falling Slowly” from the movie Once, by Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova.

It just gives me sappy feeling when I listen to it. I’m such a girl.

I just ate these amazing instant noodles that are reminiscent of the mother land. It’s like lemongrassy, seafood, spicy thai flavoured or something. I have no idea what the exact name is. Well anyways, I ate those pretty much everyday for breakfast when I was in Vietnam. It was amazing. Just a random note, since my belly is filled with delicious noodles that have probably been expanding for the last hour or so, which explains why my stomach is so full.

I am still very much in love with 2PM. I am obsessed. I’m sorry. I <3 all of them so much! But I’ll rank the members for fun anyways, even though I really do love them all. These are the current rankings for me (I still include Jay as a member <3):

1. Jay
2. Nichkhun
3. Wooyoung
4. Chansung
5. Junho
6. Taecyeon & Junsu

I feel too bad about ranking anyone last…so they can share. Before I knew all of their names, I was watching the mv for Again and Again, and had tomblé point out all the members to me. That was a bad idea…I had no idea they looked so different in that video particularly. Nichkhun looks weird, when he’s actually SO adorable! I am so in love with him <3 SO CUTE
 

If you don’t know who 2PM are then you can pretty much disregard the second-half of this post, it’s just me, nerdgasming to the max.

I think starting now, every once in a while I’ll post a list of my current addictions. I thought about this since I always get hooked on certain things, and I get bored easily so they usually change often. (Although the overall obsession lately seems to be korean stuff)

Current addictions:

• watching korean variety shows (We Got Married and Idol Army)
• wikipediaing random useless things
• 2PM
• putting videos on my ipod and watching them before bed
• the mv for 10 out of 10 by 2PM
• kdrama Secret Garden
• HoMin

fatpandaz asked: YOU JIZZ COVERED PIECE OF BOX FUCK

That guy just cracks me up TOO much. I also liked the QWOP video. “You have got to be licking my nipples with the tongue of an elephant!”